This Uranus thing. Zowie!

[kimmerspixelated]

I think my brain has been fried as well, because I honestly don't remember what was written about what it would cause or how it would feel, or what to expect. All I know is that Sat. I was tired and not myself, Sunday, rough words and a slamming of self- esteem, feeling rather powerless, deep depression, like I forgot all about dreams, and ambitions, like I can barely muster up the courage to say what my plans are. Dammit.

This doesn't compute with what I thought would be happening. Isn't Uranus my planet, of LET's DO IT!

There was a good realization, an absolute one, lets say, but dang, it pales in comparison. Monday, I DID feel better,..chipper about buying a gift for my daughter, and today, I was dragging again......Two times I got sentimental and down about not being with my family down south, and, blah, blah, blah f***king blah!

My omegas DID come in the mail, though! I swear this isn't me!!

[magical thyme]

1. pretty much the same here

every time I start to feel ok, I get body slammed from a different angle. Very, very hard to stay on an even keel and keep up any sense of courage.

Monday was better for me, too. Today another slam.

[Matariki]

2. I've been tired since Saturday.

Uranus is transiting my 0 Aries ascendant. I was expecting energy! I was expecting to be all bubbly and effervescent! Or maybe Uranus represents the *unexpected* so I got the opposite of what I was expecting? (confused now...)

Seriously though, my partner has been unusually tired too. Does anyone think it may be a result of Uranus of going direct along with the eclipse? Or maybe it's just the eclipse?

[kimmerspixelated]

3. Well, then it's obviously not just me..

Hehe! Thanks for sharing!

[Saokymo]

4. You're not the only one having unexpected troubles

The weekend was great -- hung out with a friend & coworker, got out and about with my kiddo, and gave my mum some much needed alone time. Monday saw a longtime friend (whom I've had great difficulties in contacting over the past year) show up again.

Today? Depression and aggravating technical problems at work. We've got the technical problems mostly sorted out now and I think I've pinpointed the cause of the depression, but the whole situation came out of nowhere. It's just... gah! I thought these problems had been dealt with! Why are we revisiting them again? -_-

[Sanity Claws]

5. I've also felt off-balance for at least a week.

Long personal stories that I don't want to get into ---- just wanted to share that I'm experiencing a lot of fatigue, things coming back for resolution, some tears, etc.

what a roller coaster ride it's been!

[kimmerspixelated]

9. Yeah, me too for sure.n/t

[Remember Me]

6. Well, it definitely could be the eclipse, but also remember that when planets

change direction, they are much slower than normal speed, and it takes a while to get up to speed. You can look at an ephemeris and see how long Uranus is in 0 degree Aries as opposed to how quickly it traverses thru the numbers later on.

I felt a "brightening" over the weekend -- like I woke up or was a little more alert than I'd been. Sunday I was a little mopey, just couldn't get interested in doing much other than surfing the net. Not a lot better yesterday, but today i finally found some motivation.

I also read things here and there about the Ascension energies and I don't know how these may affect others. I rarely see myself in the descriptions, which worries me. I sure don't want to be Left Behind!!

[Tumbulu]

7. deep down in the dumps for me

and every time I nearly climb out of it, wham I fall back in.

Seeing the eclipsed moon gave me the real creeps- it gave me the feeling of that land in C.S Lewis's The Magician's Nephew where they woke the white witch up with the old sun.

I am working hard to get through this, but it feels like quicksand to me.

[eilen]

8. I felt okay

I had work this weekend and it went more smoothly than I anticipated. I was tired though. I wanted to start my new healthy changes on Saturday but didn't prepare adequately. I was relying on our cafeteria to get salads but they had decided to renovate and had the place shut down except for sandwiches and coffee over the entire weekend. (Why they couldn't do this at night after they close I don't know). Almost all our blood glucose gadgets fried-- that was weird.

Monday I had work and again, went very smoothly. I had a test Tues. am and passed it, even though I had my doubts as I had little energy to study over the 4 days previous.

I've decided to reboot my healthy living changes today and feel good so far. Today is all about catch up from the last 5 days, getting my holiday gift getting stuff done, Post office, errands, and housekeeping. Today Mercury stops going backwards and goes direct. I read somewhere it won't cross where it started going backwards until January. Uranus is direct on my ascendent. My first house so I think it is a good place to make myself new again, release old habits and decisions/thought processes about who I am, what I am about.

Other good news, my mom is actually thinking about quitting smoking and had me pick up her Chantix. I dare not talk to her about it. She has a latent rebel in her that will do the opposite of whatever she thinks people want her to do. I think this has something to do with her overly authoritarian upbringing in early childhood in Germany (early to mid-40's).

[Ricochet21]

10. Zowie?

People's lives are changing on a dime around here!

fabulous!

go forth and multiply, or add, or whatever, be happy!

[kimmerspixelated]

11. I am planning on immense happiness,

But the energies (right now) have me crawling on the floor!

Where I find.... yet another pine needle, ouch!