An atheist at Christmas Mass

[Karadeniz]

8. Most of the gospel writing is intended to be decoded. Ive been so successful, being able to

being able to conquer the truths hidden in the parables for centuries, that I could somewhat identify the "denomination" that wrote the gospels. Based on Gnostic cosmology, I just knew the virgin birth was allegory. The Gnostics called the Demiurge, the creator of the physical world, the Carpenter. His mother was the virgin deity, Sophia. I was certain I'd found Gnostic clues, fingerprints they'd left for the elect. BUT, as a non-NDEer whose experience kicked me down this endless investigation, I'm open to messaging from the other side. So, I've plugged in channeling of Mary Magdalene, Jesus and deep trance communications by Dolores Cannon. I couldn't believe it, but all the spirit messages confirm the literal Virgin birth, Mary being able to attune her vibration rate to a high spiritual frequency. I still don't get how that would work, but that famous Japanese physicist may be onto something. He was giving a speech on quantum physics and during the Q & A time, someone asked if he thought Jesus really existed. He gave an amused smile and said, "Well, if he didn't before, he does now," applying his quantum physics data. So, have generations of literalists over the centuries brought about some sort of alteration to akashic reality?
I really don't like untidy ends!!!!!!