I am having a bad day.

[irisblue]

My first appointment with a possible primary care physician is not till Dec30. I have a known left knee injury that is waiting for the WC comp people to replace it, and maybe a steroid injection first so I can walk more easily while I wait for the surgery; since I am in so much left knee pain, I lean to the right straining my 'better' knee and hip. I cannot walk w/o a cane and when I limped into the grocery store today all the motorized carts were in use, so I waited 10 minutes. A very nice security guard found a chair for me and sent a bagger thru the store to find out if the chairs were in use, and they all were, so I left w/o getting groceries. I made it home only to find out my dog ate something that has given her horrific gas (might be her new chemo meds) and thank the divine the ceiling fan is working. I just want to cry, and I have snuffled some, cuddled the dog, fed the cats , and am now feeling really lonely and sorry for myself. I know I am greatly blessed, in general. The dog is doing okay, I have cat food and litter and enough TP for a while. There is hot & cold running water, the toilet flushes, the door locks, my neighborhood has lots of holiday lights and the kids across the street LOVE my dog and will take her for a walk tomorrow and Sunday. I just wish I didn't hurt so much, it sucks energy I have in limited amounts. And I'm weepy....ugh