I feel like throwing my life away.

[Neoma]

12. Just one thing here...

I won't tell you the regular, "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" crap. That almost killed me in college.

But I want you to ask yourself what freedom is. Giving into your emotions, or is it trying the self-discipline route?

I mean, depression is a little more than just emotions, you do need help with it, but I think that question still needs to be asked. Maybe it'll give you courage.