I have had it. [View all]
With this world.There are so many things that hurt. My home will be taken and sold,used to have lifetime rights to live here,my sisters have convinced mom to sell this place.I have been living here almost ten years.There is no place for me to go.I will lose everything,my cats my snake,my art stuff,everything will either be picked through or sold. My stupid mom sent me a note saying don't worry,I do not trust my sisters,they are incapable of empathy.My mom has become a connsumate doormat to them,they are selling this house which has no mortgage to buy a condo for my mom who's 84.I want to die.I cannot get motyivated to pack.I am losing it.I broke down crying at my endrocrinologist appointment,and she got so pissed she called my mom and my sisters questioning why and pointing out how cruel they are saying I deserve to be considered in the decision,that I need to be cared about too.Then today my sister called urging me to pack.Later I cried my eyes out in mike's truck going to petsmart to get frozen rats for my snake.Realizing I soon might never see her or my cats again.
mom has land in virginia she could sell. nothing matters they are going to sell this house and I will be homeless.My cats will die in the fucking shelter I dunno what will happen to my snake. My art ,I want to die.There is no place for me in this world.
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