When you can't get help right away....

[CaliforniaPeggy]

1. I wish so much that there were something I could say that would help you...

I've had depressive episodes, but nothing like what you're going through. Just know I'm out here, and I do care.

I hope someone will come along with some ideas for you...



One thing I can say: I know that your family and friends would be sad if you took your life. They would not be better off without you. I've read that over and over again, in posts where the survivors talk about their loved one. It is something that they always say.

So, even though you feel less than useless, or a burden to them, they do not feel that way.