How are you today?

[Underground-Panther]

9. I'm horrible

I live in an apartment all alone now typing on a cracked cheap cellphone. I so Lonely here I could cry. My family has basically abandoned me because of thier issues growing up in that warzone other people call childhood and im scared lonely and i hurt my back is damaged i am dreading taking out the trash because it will hurt and i have to do laundry and thats going to hurt as I have to drag both a good distance.i feel so powerless I go to a day program 2 days a week from 9 to noon it's not enough.my counselors always busy I never meet with them. I'm so depressed I'm do scared of the future after trump destroys the social safety net and I just want to die I lay in bed so I don't do much don't eat or drink lost 11 pounds.but I'm fat so I guess that's a good thing but I wish so bad I had some friends like I used to before my sister's kicked me out of my home.