Cutting urges [View all]
My mom passed away and I miss her. With trump hell bent on tearing disabled people apart with his greed to cut SSI I feel so alone. My mom was my defender now I have no defense. I have PTSD and dissociative identity, major depression and a few more disorders. I feel like crap my newly pulled teeth hurt even with the Motrin
I just feel like I am doomed. Like I will be slowly murdered by the fucking right wing,with thier greed based fucking with a system I cannot deal with,but it keeps me alive. I feel so much dispair and raw hate for trump and his gang of monsters.
Yet there is no one I can rely on, I don't have a social network that I can count on. I am alone and the anxiety doesn't help the urge to cut.
On days like this I wish I could sleep until these awful feelings thoughts and triggers go away.
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