Exacerbation of the old as the new begins birth

[Avalux]

3. I'm trying my best to not worry, or fear the future.

There will be upheaval and negative events, it's inevitable - as the light seeps into the darkness and fractures it, the pressure will intensify and manifest. I am oddly ok with this though, and realize I cannot allow external events to disrupt the inner positive state I've been cultivating. I feel like a warrior preparing for battle, working on myself, changing the way I think, I'm getting ready for something.....

Like you, I am not certain what is "up". But I am certain that choosing light, choosing love, is the only option.