I don't know what's happening to me.

[cilla4progress]

and I dont really like it, or am not entirely comfortable with it, or am confounded by it -

but I'm getting SO particular (even negative?) about people I want to hang out with?

I've always valued keeping an open mind - the world would be terribly boring if we all liked and cared about the same things - I've always liked hanging out with diverse people -

but I feel like I'm seeing a lot of hypocrisy, narcissism, superficiality.

Maybe I'm just hanging out with the wrong people. Maybe it's me - heat stress and climate future anxiety. This does not bode well for my transition to middle old age.

Fortunately, I'm going to visit my daughter in her progressive college town next week, where we will be going to a BRANDI CARLILE CONCERT on July 4th. Maybe I'll find kindred souls there?