I'm done

[XanaDUer2]

Last edited Sat Nov 30, 2024, 10:28 AM - Edit history (1)

Not one supposed friend or loved one minus one person I met here, is ever going to comfort me, tell me its gonna be okay, nothing. I reached out to a cousin who told me my worry is prob giving me headaches and eye twitching. I took 2 ibuprofen for a behind-the-eyes headache.

These are ppl I've traveled hrs to care for post-surgery. Listened to their miseries sympathetically. One half sister, after pouring my fears out just said Geta lawyer. Trying. Driven my partner to drs and supported him and his health and post surgeries.

I'm so fed up, hurt, disgusted, sad, I'm doing the only thing I can. I've taken them off a semi good six figure retirement account for when I die and remove my annoying self out of their lives. My "partner" will be getting a big, fat, motherfucking financial surprise esp. He's going to be PISSED.

I was going to beneficiary my cousin. Not now. My narcissistic money-wasting half sister isn't getting a penny. Id rather leave my money to the state.

ETA: my formerly-close cousin frequently makes the time out of her busy life to fly across country to visit friends. These are well off/ professionally employed ppl, unlike me. So, I would be confused why she always seemed to have the time, despite stressing her busyness to me, to take off to Utah, California, and Arizona.

Post my surgery, which she didn't visit or help me with, she said shed check in (a text)..she didn't. I texted r u ok? And she seemed annoyed. She was in Utah with friends. This whole thing was very confusing to me. Like, one text? Post surgery? Fuck me. I guess.