SO in the bathroom every 15 mins

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3. His family would be in denial maybe

Theyre 500 miles away. He wants my benzos and he'll grind n short he was stealing them i refused. Im so sick of his. Hes coughing runny nose spitting up clearing his thriat, the drs have no clue what he does. He got kicked off opioids bc they figured out he was abusing them, but not grinding and snorting then.

Hed overuse to the point he was falling over and nodding off. Hed use them up and then cancel his appmnt to make it look like he just ran out. He wanted more. He was playing games. Now hes also on a pain patch AND snorting a muscle relaxant constantly. I found white dust on his grinding surface. He lied. He lies constantly. I deserve so much better. I have 25k worth of dental work i have to complete.

I just feel today may be the day he kills himself or puts himself in a coma or something and i don't want to deal with any of it anymore. I'm a fool and should have bailed 27 yrs ago when he was on crack