I'll always be a broken person.

[mopinko]

13. i've still got it, but it's a hot mess.

i'm not in any danger of being homeless or anything. but i've gone from having a comfy cushion to much thinner one.
been a year of having to face the fact that i fucked up. that i prolly cant achieve what i thought i could just 2 yrs ago. and that this might not be a valley, but a long slope. i dunno.
been some reckoning on my momming goin on, too. aint been pretty.