What keeps you going through your darkest moments?

[Locut0s]

For me it's the thought of what I would do to my parents if I decided to end it all, commit suicide. I can't do that to them, as hard as it is to go on during my darkest times and as much as I've hurt them up till now, far more than I should have, I couldn't do that to them. Although the way I treat myself it would not be surprising if I had a heart attack or something and died that way. I just want to escape it all, but one must find some way of slogging on I suppose.