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applegrove

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8. Oh that is tough. I just had to give up my hairdresser because she
Wed Jan 2, 2019, 04:44 PM
Jan 2019

Last edited Thu Jan 3, 2019, 08:52 PM - Edit history (1)

was gossiping about me to me. So I get the small town thing. Only my small town gaslit me. That does make it very much worse. Treat the DU and the internet like the campfire we would have been sitting around thousands of years ago..telling our story to our peeps.(((HUGS))). Yes crippling. I had a DUI as I started drinking heavily after I was traumatized at 30. That really affected my adrenaline. So I can't ski or drive or ride a bike. Or watch any exciting sport on the tv. I can't work. Which I miss probably the most this month. Someone I trust a great deal told me this month not to work as my trust issue are unfair to put on others. So that is another dream gone. Gossip gets to my friends and I lose them. Pretty hard life so I'm glad I'm on meds. I was always very soft. Never would have chosen this life. My life is too big for me. All I can do is politics online, evolutionary psychology and read novels and cultural histories. I find focusing my interests gives me joy. And time for family.

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Im down to one friend backtoblue Jan 2019 #5
Oh that is tough. I just had to give up my hairdresser because she applegrove Jan 2019 #8
A warm, cozy campfire... backtoblue Jan 2019 #9
There used to be a computer psychologist called Eliza. She was applegrove Jan 2019 #10
Be glad ThingsGottaChange Jan 2019 #12
I'm grateful for having some support backtoblue Jan 2019 #13
My dear backtoblue! CaliforniaPeggy Jan 2019 #4
Thank you Peggy backtoblue Jan 2019 #6
... CaliforniaPeggy Jan 2019 #7
I only recently shared my abuse history with my family Siwsan Jan 2019 #11
The holidays are especially hard. backtoblue Jan 2019 #14
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PTSD is a diagnosis I cope with by denial. hunter Feb 2019 #16
I try to deal, I know what you mean about people don't get it if you weren't military... PeeJ52 Feb 2019 #17
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